I just

Can’t.
It’s physically & emotionally impossible.


For me to feel.
I’m trying. Pretending. Hoping that it’ll turn into something real.

How do you force happiness, when your soul is full of darkness. You can’t be alone. But you don’t wanna be close to someone. Nobody understands. Nobody gets it.


Sometimes I just wanna be alone. But I’m an asshole when I tell you to leave.

I’ll take it.
Asshole is my middle name. Idc.

I can’t care.


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